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PAINFUL MEMORIES ARE IN MY PAST
Following my final treatment, I rang the bell in the radiation waiting room. There’s a video of this moment at the end of this post. I put a lot of thought into choosing the title for this...
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GONE FOR YEARS AND I STILL CRY
Lyrics from my song “Angel in the Sky.” I had a very early appointment at the hospital to prepare me for my upcoming breast cancer radiation treatment. I would get a CAT scan and tattoo markings, and...
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I LET GO OF FEAR – PART 3
BLUE has been my theme. Every night for two weeks before my surgery, I swam in my apartment pool. It was meditative and pure therapy. Before and after surgery, I was surrounded by BLUE!Steadily, my...
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I’VE KEPT MY SMILE THROUGH IT ALL
I’m in my happy place when I’m recording music from my bedroom! Link to lyrics, stories and performances: IN THE PAST It was a quiet Sunday morning and I had just finished recording low guitar for...
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YOU’LL MAKE IT THROUGH
Recently, I saw my artwork on a product at an Armenian market in my neighborhood. The illustration was probably purchased through Getty stock where I have a large library of images. Most sales are less...
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JASON MEANT “HEALER”– PART 2
It has been 32 years since my son Jason died. It wasn’t until after his death that I learned his name meant “healer.” Even though he died a long time ago, there is no escaping the indelible influence...
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IN EVERY SMILE – PART 2
– I wrote “In Every Smile” for my children in 2015. I wanted them to know that when I was gone – it was okay to cry and grieve. I hoped they would cherish smiles and laughter, and that my love would...
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TAKE MY HAND – PART 2
For lyrics and other recordings of this song: TAKE MY HAND It was such a joy performing my newest song “Take My Hand” at Kulak’s Woodshed last week. It was my first time back playing Twofer night...
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TAKE MY HAND – PART 1
Every day, worries grow it’s a challenge, when I’m feeling so low Emptiness, my despair all this sorrow is more than I can bear Lift me up, give me hope I’m reaching for you Take my hand, hold me...
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IMPERMANENCE
Last month, I restored an older painting (on the left) by matching the colors of a print from a 30-year-old slide of the artwork (on the right). Impermanent – not lasting, ephemeral, temporary A month...
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MY HEART’S DESTINY
Recently, I was able to tell a story about how many interesting prophecies there were in my life. Not only were these interesting coincidences within my art, but they also popped up in my creation of...
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Father’s Day 2023
A picture with my father when I was 18. I am excited to share a new venture. This past week, I stood up and delivered my first story at a “Story Salon” event. The other speakers were wonderful and...
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MY PINKY, MY HERO
My dislocated and formerly lacerated right pinky. (Picture taken three weeks after my accident on 4/7/23.) (Beware! Gory pictures ahead) I was originally going to title this post PINKY PROMISE. Pinky...
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A DATE WITH INSPIRATION
I’ve named my newest painting “Dried Fruit Medley.” Inspiration (noun) 1. stimulation to do creative work 2. somebody or something that inspires 3. creativeness 4. good idea 5. divine influence...
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YOU ARE MY WINGS – PART 3
Two months ago, I requested an appointment with my dry eye doctor, because my eyes were bothering me more than usual. When the doctor said she saw a problem with my macula, my heart froze. My aunt had...
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PEACEFUL AND INSPIRED-PART 3
Link to recordings for my song: PEACEFUL AND INSPIRED This album is a recent release of mine. It features arrangements that were created in 2014. (The image is a link to that album). The album cover...
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AS YOU TRAVEL-PART 2
When I visited my friend Cathy in Utah, she took pictures of me for my Insight Timer profile picture In the last five years, my desire to write for my blog has diminished. I do keep “idea folders,”...
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BESIDE ME ALWAYS – PART 5
On October 6th, 2022, it will be 30 years since my 5-year-old son Jason died. For this looming “30 year anniversary of the heart,” I read from my book on Insight Timer’s Live platform. It was very...
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THE DOOR TO MY HEART
When I began this blog in 2010, I hadn’t written much for thirty years. It was such a joy to “open the door to my heart.” Since that time, I have shared intimately about my life. I started out by...
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LET LOVE SHINE A LIGHT
I share my most recent solo piano rendition of “Hang On.” The beautiful melody is suffused with love. My post title “Let Love Shine a Light” is a lyric line from that song. I waited four hours for the...
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